2004-10-15
Marathon
I worked out at lunch today. Fortunately I have a job where I can get away three or four days a week at lunch to work out at a nearby gym. I have kept up this work out routine for about the last six months and my sex drive has sky rocketed since I lost a little weight and re-built some muscle. In fact, a few weeks ago, I ran my first half marathon. I did not run it fast, but I finished and was pleased with my time and effort. As my body has become more firmed and toned, I have become so much more lustful. My desire to translate my physical fitness into sexual energy and release is palpable.
Since my wife just had our third child, literally weeks ago, I am going crazy. We last had intercourse (and the last time she brought me to climax) was six months ago. I just cannot seem to make her feel sexy, beautiful and wanted. I have tried to suduce her both overtly as well as more subtly, but my overtures are consantly rebuked. Cards, flowers, massages, flirting, foot rubs are all warmly welcomed, but neither reciprocated nor carnally rewarded. Should some thoughtful soul happen across this ignoble tome, any thoughts or advice would be welcome.
-- rockabillie at 2:47 p.m.